

entryI saw myself die. I saw myself die in a dream I had. I saw the knife in my chest and I watched my body fall in a pool of blood to the floor. I was living alone. I was living alone in a single room apartment; the bathroom was down the hall. I saw the couch where I slept every night. The floor was filthy. Nothing decorated the walls. Cobwebs clung to the ceiling. I saw my kitchen. No dirty dishes. No dishes. No food. I have no use for food anymore. It makes me sick. The feeling ruins my appetite. I wake up. I look to the left then to the right. Washington. I’m in Washington. There is no couch, no cobwebs. I get out of bed and head to theentry


something to smile about...chill passes through, as silence transcends a room with bare walls will never be the same color can be found in the smallest crackssomething to smile about...
time ever flowing will not end with a bang to the south were no ones everyone
and nothing really matters now the pen only bleeds invisible ink your fountain is drying.
with the undertanding of an infant denied by the ritualistic grasp that once inspired something different now trapped in monotany is there some way to escape bent minds unchanged invisible forces make rules.
head in your hands ill dry your tear


triumphfaint cries echo as the end approaches. clandestine kisses at some god neurosis. bitter sweet tales capture mispent times, sinning days always ending with "im just fine" but its all to much when we hit the bottom. and to think to drink to such innocence, is an abandoned loss of sense. only once will we be granted our wish. for this moment nothing taken for granted. with the world still spinning, whos the one thats winning. brilliance will be held here till dawn. and in embrace we fall repeating words form "im sorry" this is the end with the final act to close.triumph


one last timedo you remember the days,one last time
when memories seemed to last forever. Innocence was everything you lit my world, saved me from the night. Now i can see we're coming to a close. long forgotten fairy tails show us our once brilliant glow.
the lights have faded, the curtains closed. those times of joy, they were so long ago. and now days fade in and they bleed together. restless spite leads to bitter revenge. and if we're there at the end, please warn me before i bleed. please dont make your cut to deep &nbs
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Use me,
Abuse me,
Just don't,
Lose me.....
XOXOX
R
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BTW i'm from Ga too. Just a random sidenote.
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Worry looks around
Sorry looks back
But Faith looks up
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i never wanted to cease to exist, just dissapear
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...indeed...
its jordan...
i haven't left a comment on your deally yet
and i am bored as hell so
sorry
much love
I just joke about putting you into a dress
want a slice of pie?
much love,
captain
P.S. Straighty
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i never wanted to cease to exist, just dissapear
ok sorry i was bored. YAY FOR BOREDOM!
happy jig woo woo!
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Nothing said could change the fact,
My trust was blind, you broke the pact.
If God's my witness, God must be blind.
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